Another flashback song... I have always wondered what kind of decision is being made in this song. This week I am having to make a big decision... probably the biggest decision I have made in my life other than adopting Peanut and marriage. I wouldn't say marriage was a mistake but given my current situation I often doubt my abilities to make lifelong decisions. As I have blogged before, we have to remember that God sees life on a continuum and forever is our destination. The decision I am facing will not go with me into heaven but in making this decision I want to make sure I am future focused.
I have been trying to listen to God's voice about making choices. I have searched Scriptures and read about Samuel's unique calling on his life. I have shared with close friends and family about this decision. As my mom said, "I can't make this decision for you. You have to live with it."
What it boils down to is: Am I fearful of this decision because I doubt God to perform the miracle I need? or Am I extra cautious in this decision because God has given me the spirit of discernment and I am feeling that in my core? Today I found a journal entry from years past and from an old devotional.
"Hezekiah spread his dilemma before the Lord. There are three steps in discerning the will of God. First, tell Him your need. Ask Him to give you wisdom to know what He wants and the courage to do it. Second, wait. Silence is crucial. Give God a chance to impute insight and direction. Read the Bible quietly. It is His word and he uses it to instruct His people in His will. Then third, act on what you have discovered knowing that He can use even our mistakes for His glory." Pretty simple right??? I do ok other than the waiting, silence part. What the devotional adds are some questions to ask when making a big decision. I think these are the most helpful.
By doing it, will I grow closer to the Lord?
Is it in keeping with the message of Jesus Christ?
Is it in keeping with the Ten Commandments?
Will the kingdom of God be extended?
Will it bring ultimate good of all involved?
Is it an expression of love?
Can I do it feeling comfortable with the Lord's presence in it?
Will it be for the Lord's glory or just my own?
The last two questions really make the decision for me. God is telling me "no". This is not the plan I have for you. Now, the question is... do I have the courage to follow through???
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