MercyMe - Even If (Official Lyric Video)

God when you choose to leave mountains unmovable

give me the strength to be able to sing

It is well with my soul

I know your able

I know you can

Save through the fire

with your mighty hand.

But even if you don't

my hope is you alone.

I know the sorrow and I know the hurt

would all go away if you just say the word.

But even if you don't

my hope is you alone.

You've been faithful

you've been good all my days

Jesus, I will cling to you come what may

I know you're able

I know you care.

I know your able I know you care.

Save through the fire

with your mighty hand

But even if you don't

my hope is you alone.

It is well with my soul.

It is well, It is well with my soul.

It's amazing to look back on this blog.  I can definitely see God's mighty hand at work in the big and small details over the past 3 years.  But what happens when I can't see God's hand at work?  What if God's silence is how He is answering my prayers?  Then what?  Will I choose to believe that He is still good? Faithful?  Trustworthy?

Right now, God is not to answering my prayers for my daughter.  Actually I should clarify... God is not moving fast enough and loud enough to answer my prayers.  He is not moving in the way I think he should.  Doesn't that seem more accurate?!?!

I am certain He is moving.  I am certain He is answering my cries and questions.  Yet, if I am being honest, I have a hard time letting it go.  This song gently reminds me that God is behind the scenes. He is there when I feel anything but peaceful or calm.  He is there when I have no more tears to cry and when I am sure my heart cannot stand anymore.  He is there when I am so angry that I embarrass myself and continue to fight a losing battle in my own mind.

So my prayer this afternoon is that "Even if... My HOPE is you alone."