It is final and official. I am no longer married. I ended my marriage and took back my maiden name. This may not seem a big deal to some and to others it may seem that I abandoned my covenant to God. In my heart, it has been a real struggle. A struggle to find my identity in this world. Yes, I am a mom. Yes I am an educator, a Christian, a daughter, a sister and a friend... but who am I without my husband, his identifying name attached to mine? Talk about an identity crisis. But God already knew my name, both married and unmarried. Here's what this song says about me...
He calls me chosen,
free forgiven,
wanted,
child of the King.
His forever...
held in treasure,
I am loved.
As I continue this path of healing and discovery, I will claim that God has already chosen me. There is no one that could walk this path for me and only one person, My Heavenly Father, that can walk it with me, so intimately that He knows all that I am- and chooses me anyways.
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