My struggle to be a good parent and to control the choices my daughter was making.
My burden of depression and how easily I can get overwhelmed.
My selfish pride that tries to hide the struggle and pain.
You'll find his peace
and know you're not alone anymore
He is near.
You'll find his healing
Your heart isn't shattered anymore
He is here.
Breathe in
Breathe out
You will find him here.
I found him. In the darkness, I realized I wasn't alone in this fight. Yes, I had a support system but I had a Savior who wanted to carry my load. He was there, walking beside me and calling to me to seek him.
I could say it's been easy since that week in November, but that would be a lie. It is a weekly struggle to balance caring for my personal needs, taking care of a daughter who "doesn't need me" and trying to find ways to minister to others.